I know that u won't change, but

I know we're better off Without each other in our lives But I wish you were right here So I could hold you one last time I lost the count of all the lows But how good were all the highs No need to talk and f*ck this up Just hold my hand so I can say goodbye Goodbye I told you "Please don't call me, I can't make it" 'Cause every time we make up You just go ahead and break it It's been months, you are gone So are our tiring fights I know that you won't change but damn, The thought that you might I knew I felt something that day, When the snow was falling from the sky Now what's falling's tears from my eyes in a hot day of July And people ask me how I am And I just fake a smile 'Cause how am I supposed to admit I've never said goodbye My heart broke when I saw you smiling next to her I never thought you moving on would make me feel this hurt I called my best friend crying on your birthday babe Cause I knew I still loved you I know I'm such a fool Wish I could say I don't cry anymore for you But I do, babe Sometimes I do I told you "Please don't call me, I can't make it" 'Cause every time we make up You just go ahead and break it It's been months, you are gone So you visit me at night I know that you won't change but damn, The thought that you might