WHY

It all started so well she and I was happy Now i'm all alone in this cold world downing this liquor heavy I'm left with nothing but pain and memories Uhm check Why, why did it had to be them Lord why didn't you take me instead Now i'm all alone in this world i be feeling this pain Lord why didn't you take me instead She and i we met at the park From there to chatting everyday sleeping midnight We started as friends but She became close to my heart She was the love of my life And also a woman with a gold heart Her name was Michelle A beautiful colored girl The shawty always had my back That's the reason why i need her back For that coochie i never had to beg And I'd always do her from the back Even though i still wanted more years But the lord didn't grant us more years Our love then lasted 4 years And half way through the third year Then i made her to be pregnant She went to labour on the forth year Unfortunately she didn't make it I lost both her and the baby I was gonna be a daddy A better dad than my daddy Why i had to lose my baby Why i had to lose my lady She's always running on my mind And she never gets tired Every single day and night She's the only person that i think about Why, did it had to be them Lord why didn't you take me instead Now i'm all alone in this world i be feeling this pain Lord why didn't you take me instead After they left i became depress For so many years i've struggled to deal with the pain Cause things were no longer the same I was feeling like i was insane I had nobody to vent on And my heart started getting heavy I started downing liquor heavy Cause f*ck it i wasn't so happy Her parents on the other hand, always blamed me for her death Saying if she never met me maybe she wouldn't be dead They showed absolutely no care to their first ever grandson They acted like they lost a daughter but not daughter and a grandson And deep inside my thoughts i still picture her beautiful smile Cause daily she's been on my mind It's just flashbacks of them good times She might be gone but deep in my heart she will forever remain She was perfect in every way And i miss her like everyday She's always running on my mind And she never gets tired Every single day and night She's the only person that i think about Why, why did it had to be them Lord why didn't you take me instead Now I'm all alone in this world i be feeling this pain Lord why didn't you take me instead