Bottom of My Heart

(No oh oh I, yuh) (Oh I oh I yuh) Yuh yuh From the bottom of my Yuh From the bottom of my heart, I feel shame I really fuckin wish that I could tell you it was fake I'm grieving my whole life cause no, nothing ain't the same It's hard to find love when you focused on pain I really need a change yeah, need a change (No I!) I'm haunted by my memories like every single day I'm praying for my blessings, but they always seem so late (lately) Rotting in this trauma makes it hard to turn the page, no (Yuh yuh) I wish that I was dreaming I really wish that Then maybe all these feelings wouldn't feel like that All this sad shit ain't appealing, it's really all a trap I'm tired of all this grieving, it feel like death I see the same thing, it's over (yuh) I just seen yo face, it's a trigger Walk the same street with a different liquor (yuh) F*ck the same bitch with a different figure When I looked up in the mirror, I ain't see my face Was like a fuckin million dollars worth of tragedy And to be honest, it's been awhile since I been proud of me And I been leaning on some shit that I just shouldn't be Somewhere (where) 'Tween the (yuh) High and (high) Low (low) Found my (god damn) Self (woah) Lower (woah) Than low Through all that I been through, I'm still here for reasons beyond the fame Till they say my name From the bottom of my heart, I feel shame I really fuckin wish that I could tell you it was fake I'm grieving my whole life cause no, nothing ain't the same It's hard to find love when you focused on pain I really need a change yeah, need a change I'm haunted by my memories like every single day I'm praying for my blessings, but they always seem so late (lately) Rotting in this trauma makes it hard to turn the page, no (Yuh yuh) Through all that I been through, I'm still here for reasons beyond the fame Till they say my name Don't start with me Gaitán