Depression

Depression I hate it Life's filled with so much hatred Depression I hate it Life's filled with so much hatred Depression I hate it One day I swear i'll make it Depression I hate it Life's filled with so much hatred Bury me now inside of my pain Trust me You won't understand why i'm digging my grave People they look at me funny can tell what they want But they don't got the balls to say Don't f*ck with that bitch Can tell she is selfish I have been riding on E like its nothin Pulled out my jack and I hit her i'm helpless Can you please answer i'm sick to my stomach An hour has passed and i'm down And the weather is changing I'm cold and I'm lonely It's wet and it's raining The sun was just shining But now I am shaking My demons are coming I swear they are waiting I enter my thoughts when my mind it be racing I'm thinking that all of these bitches are basic I told you i'm numb and you hate it So f*ck it lets light up a blunt and get wasted I don't Feel at home When i'm at home I just feel alone I cant pick up the phone You said that I can call but nobody wants to talk Am i asking for too much Cause if I am then I hope you have the decency To let me know that you never really been there for me I ain't gonna act like nigga's owe me I just wanna be alone cause i don't like the phony Walking in the rain Cause my days aren't sunny She don't want me She just wants my money Why she wanna play me like a dummy My life and my problems I've been running I keep drowning I cant find the surface Pretty clear i'm imperfect Panic sets in i'm nervous I always feel uncertain about things That I can control Since i've been here I feel as alone Have being said feelings come and they go Prolly be here the next day I don't know Depression I hate it Life's filled with so much hatred Depression I hate it Life's filled with so much hatred Depression I hate it One day I swear i'll make it Depression I hate it Life's filled with so much hatred I don't Feel at home When i'm at home I just feel alone I cant pick up the phone You said that I can call but nobody wants to talk Am i asking for too much Depression I hate it Life's filled with so much hatred Depression I hate it Life's filled with so much hatred Depression I hate it One day I swear i'll make it Depression I hate it Life's filled with so much hatred I don't Feel at home When i'm at home I just feel alone I cant pick up the phone