put your cigarette out (it smells like shit)

I took a taxi cross the city just to be here for today But I'm not sure you're gonna like what I wanna say Oh it's almost been year but I don't know The last few weeks have all just been one big show And I can't go on much longer here I'm tryin'a make this shit all seem clear But when I think of it I go blind If I could just have more time All the notes you wrote to me turn into monsters while I sleep Why is it so hard to breathe I'm looking for the last goodbye Well I'm being hypnotized Staring deep inside your bright blue eyes Now it seems impossible to turn around and have to go Somewhere where I'm not with you I can still see your eyes shining through the haze of your cigarette I guess that we're not done here yet The words I love you echoing inside my head Through the night while I lay in my bed And all the voices I hear them speak They're saying build up the strength to leave No ones asking you to be sad Or go and make yourself mad I'm looking for the last goodbye Well I'm being hypnotized Staring deep inside your bright blue eyes Now it seems impossible to turn around and have to go Somewhere where I'm not with you And everything that's broken Feels so small All the words you wrote down I read them all Now every morning You won't be there Why does this all feel so unfair I'm looking for the last goodbye Well I'm being hypnotized Staring deep inside your bright blue eyes Now it seems impossible to turn around and have to go Somewhere where I'm not with you I'm looking for the last goodbye Well I'm being hypnotized Staring deep inside your bright blue eyes Now it seems impossible to turn around and have to go Somewhere where I'm not with you