Overly Vacant

I'm feeling overly vacant And I can't work it out It is a low I've never known I'm feeling overly vacant And I can't wash it out The water's going cold And if you kick out love Then where do we go? I'm feeling low and I'll weigh you I'm feeling low and I'll slow you down I wish for more than I can pay in now I feel the motive abating I feel a bore and a virus now I feel alone I feel alone Low in a vacant lull And I don't want to hear a soul I feel low in a vacant lull I'm feeling more than vacant And there's no one here No sound I'm feeling warm In a vacant lull I'm feeling overly vacant With it all at stake In a hell I don't wanna be breaking down And if you've ordered a soul Well I don't wanna know If you loan happy thoughts You've gotta pay the loan I'm feeling more than vacant