Not Today

Tired of feeling this way Tired of feeling 'bout what happened yesterday Cos' everything it would change in crazy ways, to make me stay on track Another night spent alone, it's not a method of keeping this under control Time lost meaning from I don't remember when, and I don't care Is this what they call insane? I didn't care to fit in anyway Run away! That's what they say Should I throw it all away? All the endless possibility? Not today, not today Fucked up dreams and make believe, a heavy heart at best Memories of long lost words, will comfort me to rest Is this what they call insane? I didn't care to fit in anyway Run away! That's what they say Should I throw it all away? All the endless possibility? Not today, not today If the hands could turn back now, not to change the way I see you Nor to list the things beneath you, just to say that you're still present in my mind I don't care if it fucks you up, I just needed to tell someone about her And I'm not okay. I'm not okay today