Pills

I got pills that keep me lucid I got pills that feed my pain Pills that make me feel so useless Pills that stimulate my brain I got pills that make me better I got pills that make me worse Some like little drops of heaven Others feel more like a curse What if I want to be me again And live without the medication When this black hole inside my head Is finally ready to be filled Woah I got a pill for every occasion Woah but there's no pill to keep me wanting you I got pills that make me crazy I got pills that make me numb Pills that make me feel so tired Make me wanna buy a gun I got pills to drown the voices I got pills to bring them back Pills are holding me together And they're causing me to crack What if I want to be me again And live without the medication When this black hole inside my head Is finally ready to be filled Woah I got a pill for every occasion Woah but there's no pill to keep me wanting you And it's you, you made me sick But I can't get enough of it Oh oh it's you, you are the cause Can treat the symptoms but there's no cure What if I want to let this go Quit the drugs and face this world alone