Goddess to God

Help me Or save yourself You loved me Even to death I know something that you think I do not know Leave me hanging when I leave you a note They're coming up from nowhere Threw me away cause I am the spare You wanna talk about what's fair You played my heart like it was a dare 17 I met this girl she played me like a fool Only dated her because she was the only girl who fucked with me back Inside of high school Ever since then, I knew that I'd be doomed Cause I didn't look well enough groomed So they'd walk all over me with their shoes Cause they realized what id been up too cfraid of my demons shit I am too cfraid of my demons shit I am too I don't give a f*ck about any of you None of y'all would take a bullet or two That's a fact and not an excuse You're so mad that I got all the juice Stand back before I get loose You're the reason that I thought of a noose I am the reason that you searching for you Met a girl at 22 She told me she only wanted to be with me to reproduce Thats not cute Call if off cin't a truce This a fluke I dispute Mental abuse Cause she only wanted to be with me cnd I never wanted to be with her Met a girl at 24 Not really what I was looking for Either way, i just opened the door Let her in because I wanted her more Let her in because I wanted her more They're coming up from nowhere Threw me away cause I am the spare You wanna talk about what's fair You played my heart like it was a dare Help me Or save yourself You loved me Even to death