The Ballad of My Existence

cnd I tried to let you go cnd I wonder how you are Cause I thought I did The right thing in the end Let me be Let me see again I can't breathe I need oxygen cnd this hell I'm in Got me really suffering I'm trying to escape I'm fighting with myself Things are too risky Might get off the map, stay lowkey cnd there you are Right in front of me You were hiding Reading a magazine Reading my pain It is my destiny cnd now you know Everything about me cnd now you know Everything about me cnd now you know Everything about me cnd now you know Everything about me cnd now you know Everything about me I looked in your eyes they almost turned me into stone I hit your line I left my message at the tone Your hearts so cold you tried to take my heart of gold I sold my soul to you so just know that it's Lights out for all those Who talk down on your name Lights out for all those Who said that I'm to blame I done lost control I don't feel anything I'm just gonna roll a J to ease the pain This is the ballad of my existence I wrote this for you girl just listen You left my heart scarred had to get stitches Even though you the reason of my existence You the reason for my existence Yeah you the ballad of my existence You left my heart scarred had to get stitches