Why'd You Have To Go?

Drown in the mist, down on my hands and my wrists Examine a lens tryna identify what a friend is I never thought it'd end like this When I clench my fist and I grit my teeth I tend to get sick, attempt to find peace I'm falling apart and it's easy to see How I'm losing the pieces of me Scramble to keep 'em together collecting the bits Regret I can't get 'em to fit Then they get swept in the wind, I severed my limbs Don't ask why I can't get a grip Grabbing and ripping my heart in half, y'all can have it I'm not gonna ask for it back after the fact It lost all the value it had It's impossible now to get that Sad but I thought we had each other's backs at basis Must've just been my imagination Trust reduced to ash and dust, how fast you crushed it Truly masterful, amazing Feeling my grimacing face swelling with pain It's such a familiar taste Still in the remnant of really old days But feeling them slipping away Oh, I don't know what to do But I know I won't cry no more My eyes dried today You became a ghost like you passed away Bites to watch you go Why'd you have to change I should've known before Now I'm alone But I know I won't try no more I won't catch the blame I move right along, try to forget your name My attachment gone, life just ain't the same Why'd you have to go Finally start to adjust to the space You left in my heart and it's getting less hard every day Marginally Watching the scars start to fade and dissolve in the fray But part of me ain't want to part with the pain Because once I say au revoir and it's gone I'm afraid I'll have lost for keeps the last part that remains Nothing to say but I'm sorry that sorry just ain't gonna cut it I ain't gon' put up with the way you screwed up it I'm done, nobody's puppet, I'm gone Riding my horse towards the sun No looking back anymore, I'm on track moving forward The fact of the matter is my happiness isn't yours I have all the power to grow it And now that I hold it I'm grabbing control of my world Sad and it hurts bad but we're past all the words That's it, don't gasp out a verb Don't ask if I'm sure, you can't take it back What we had isn't actually 'round anymore It's under the ground at the morgue Memorial wrapped up, it's something I never asked for I haven't a choice, it's all in the past So I'll let it go Oh, I don't know what to do But I know I won't cry no more My eyes dried today You became a ghost like you passed away Bites to watch you go Why'd you have to change I should've known before Now I'm alone But I know I won't try no more I won't catch the blame I move right along, try to forget your name My attachment gone, life just ain't the same Why'd you have to go Why'd you have to go Why'd you have to go