Lonely

Ive been lonely for so long Is that the way it's supposed to be? Sometimes I think I wanna be I been feeling way too gone But this is what I brought to be Only ever keep me to me They said anxiety I said don't label me Maybe I'm just lazy No, actually I just don't like to be In others' company That often seemed to be the issue with who dated me I didn't wanna be part of their ideal I didn't wanna be partying Just wanna focus on me, yeah I just wanna focus on me, yeah I just wanna focus on me Ive been lonely for so long Is that the way it's supposed to be? Sometimes I think wanna be I been feeling way too gone But this is what I brought to be Only ever keep me to me The fog is clear so now you see it What's the point what's the meaning I try to run away I try to dash These nightmares following me man They're fucking fast Im trying to make some distance But they're still on my ass Another bottle of vodka hoping that I don't crash But that don't matter I'm letting go of the wheel Who cares if I crash? That's not a big ordeal Walking out of the wreck like I just wanna focus on me I just wanna focus on me I just wanna focus on me I just wanna focus on me I just wanna focus on me I've been lonely for so long Is this the way I'm built to be Sometimes I think it might be Ive been holding back so long Wallow in the misery So lazy I just let it be Hello Hello man. How've you been? Are you good? Hey sorry I never got back to you man See the thing is my phone was dead And eh I'm sorry I didn't mean to miss you man But see the thing is I was in bed I overslept I was meant to be up by 10 But I'm sorry I missed you at the Mizzy man I was busy see the thing is I just I just wasn't feeling it that day Its my trial I'm the witness It's my trial I'm the one judge It's my trial mama show it up It's that time that we talked of I just need your hand to wake up I just need some more back up A helping hand to me up Cause lately I been too fucked up Ive been lonely for so long Is that the way it's supposed to be? Sometimes I think wanna be I been feeling way too gone But this is what I brought to be I only ever keep me to me