Disease

I wouldn't do the easy thing Now it's up to God to make me I keep lucking out in everything Whenever I don't, it'll break me Out of the different ways to fly I wonder if heaven will take me And if falling out bed is how I die There won't be a need to wake me I'm sticking around and wasting by Seeking to cure the plague in me I can't be here for a long or a good time I'm too busy dealing with shaking If there's a remedy for me to try I think you should aim and spray me (Hey) So let's stick out all our Tongues and open wide And they can start diagnosing Oh, and you know, I have trouble finding the silver lining When I'm on my knees I'm a disease And they didn't have much else left at the pharmacy They didn't give you any numbing for the pain Then they told you to have a real nice day You can still see what the next doctor will say If I was the one to eradicate Just know that it wasn't a tragedy I'm thinking about the world I fake Only pretending actually I'm hoping I still get to ask why How many relate to the story (Hey) we're still keep all the promises we break They end up as bones without healing Oh, and you know, I have trouble finding the silver lining when I'm on my knees I'm a disease And they didn't have much else left at the pharmacy They didn't give you any numbing for the pain Then they told you to have a real nice day You can still see what the next doctor will say They want to act like I want fame And you said let's go everyday And Then they gave me a name Just to send me on my way