In The Mirror

I'd be lying, I'd be lying If I said I wasn't crying I'd be lying if I said that ion shed no tears Don't know that I be trying, to make sure that ion have no fears But I be scared Say they friends but then they stab you in the back that's weird Reminiscing about the lost ones, wish I had em here But I'm a try to stay strong Thinking bout my niggahs all day long It's just hard to face the fact that they gone That they gone I say look me in my eye, can you see that I'm holding on Head keep falling but they be telling me to hold it up Ian know I'd get a turn but I believed that it chosen us Don't know why these numbers calling when they should already know wassup If I fail, I'm a try again (It's time for me to focus up) I can't bail, I know I'm a win (All the times they ain't notice us) All the Ls took right on the chin (When nobody would show me love) I'm in hell, you know how long it been Say I'm in hell, you know how long it been When I was lil looking for a friend Man in the mirror, had to start within Message is clear, I don't know where to begin I'd be lying if I said that ion shed no tears Don't know that I be trying, to make sure that ion have no fears But I be scared Say they friends but then they stab you in the back that's weird Reminiscing about the lost ones, wish I had em here But I'm a try to stay strong Thinking bout my niggahs all day long It's just hard to face the fact that they gone That they gone (Do I ever cross your mind) I'd be lying if I said you didn't Putting pain all in these songs, hoping you listen As much as I want it so bad, I'm just scared to risk it Cause I know when you almost there they start blurring yo vision But I'll be damned ion take care of fam before I end up missing Cause I got lost ones (Still waiting for me to cross over) But tell em that I'm not done (Plus I'll be there when it's all over)