Scarred

(Yeah not 1 not 2 3 you know They laughing at you don't know what you going through You gotta vent and musics how I get mine out) I been sitting lately over thinking bout it all Been through the most I feel like That's why god got me this far Rapping my life is real easy opposite of hard They played me like guitars Since then yea I been scarred Emotions running hard to trust I can't put down my guard The code of silence foreal I only answer to god They want me fold but its better off if I play my cards My aim is for the stars this pain been left me scarred See myself going far negative in my rear view Gotta give it my all all I know is continue Praying on my downfall Speak up cause I can't hear you Win lose or draw I could never befriend you Damn I see it's hard to relate I come from nothing projects Just tryna make it shake I really got a purpose for it You other niggas in the way I'm up and coming with no co sign And they still manage to hate Listen back when I was 8 Running round hazard county I was lost for a while it took a while now they found me Now they come and look for me like I grew myself a bounty I'm only focused on my money and people that's around me I'm late to save the world but everybody cant be saved Rt3 took a hundred and 50 days Gotta give respect to get it we ain't on the same page If you ain't heard from me in a while I'm just letting you know I'm ok I been sitting lately over thinking bout it all Been through the most I feel like That's why god got me this far Rapping my life is real easy opposite of hard They played me like guitars Since then yea I been scarred Emotions running hard to trust I can't put down my guard The code of silence foreal I only answer to god They want me fold but its better off if I play my cards My aim is for the stars this pain been left me scarred If a smile was to ever come from me that gotta mean something Just because I look like I'm good that don't mean nothing Hold it in forver eventually you going be erupting Wish my ghetto angels could see who I'm becoming All or nothing if I don't make it then my brother will I can make you disappear power of that dollar bill My head hurt need to take a seat pass me that Advil But they don't never work I can tell you how that pain feel Freedom feels good versus sitting in a cell Know some ygs over west and they shoot like raja bell I warn em not to be so yare take your time like bar bells You ain't gotta explain nothing cause I already could tell Even when I be wrong I be feeling something right Just know it won't be long but it isn't over night All I do is stay strong and hold on with all my might I know it sound a lil crazy looks like I'm scarred for life I been sitting lately over thinking bout it all Been through the most I feel like That's why god got me this far Rapping my life is real easy opposite of hard They played me like guitars Since then yea i been scarred Emotions running hard to trust I cant put down my guard The code of silence foreal I only answer to god They want me fold but its better off if i play my cards My aim is for the stars this pain been left me scarred