People Pleaser

People pleaser father tell me say it with yo chest So put to rest the talking out yo neck Second guessing never got you respect Neglect the dialect to motion and direct my emotion Trapped in bottles overthinking my battles Every word on egg shells Tell me how you think It feel writing verses bout my burdens huh Full of darkness now I empty it for business Then I pray the finances cover my bruises I Hope we heal and thank my pops for being real He envelope and seal a thread of lessons taught like denzel off of fences Only focus on the surface level Run the bases baby boy you slide and face it Play it safe and you a target Now Call me out of pocket speaking from my spirit Driving demons with no permit wear emotions on my jacket yeah The benefit of releasing pain that saw my grandaddy deceased Upon the vain that the game don't cheat No houston Astro cleats I was people pleasing scared of confrontation People pleasing never tell yo disposition People pleasing I resort to isolation to escape yo expectations Yeah I was people pleasing Only speak up on occasion when it comes to desperation in my troubled times And in the meantime every single word it be a confession so when I talk you gone listen cuz know I speak it with Passion I was rotten in my soul I never spoke I never told I let my heart cover in mold What it took to make me bold is when my mind is outta control And now you calling me crazy Nd one thing about me i aint no gemini baby Conflicted in my ways steady holding tongue for shade but let the light sneak through Someone said to Gaptooth you better talk yo shit If you wanna cop that coupe You better scrape yo roots Know that tight lip niggas aint ever prospered Niggas speaking bullshit seem like they forever favored Be the the greatest of my vices people pleasing man I know that shit aint righteous Now the kid be steady moving tenacious So forever gracious fighting demons face to face the proper balance feel My soul aligned People pleasing leave a bullet in his spine To respressing I reside my thoughts Aint nobody feeling sorrow when yo feelngs kept inward F*ck the standard leave you stranded from yo thoughts that so organic talk that talk And you a bandit walk that walk im never grounded So forever know I was people pleasing scared of confrontation People pleasing never ever tell yo disposition People pleasing I resort to isolation escape yo expectations Yeah I was people pleasing Only speak up on occasion when it comes to desperation in my troubled times In the meantime every single word it be a confession