Take A Step

All I've been thinking is about this meeting Can't even make up my own damn feelings A full on lobotomy, if I refuse 10,000 seconds left with nothing to prove Fake painted fixtures on these walls Drug fiend demons, running the halls Mistletoe impalement as I inhale this Lots to learn, teach me as I fail Teach me, teach me, teach me, teach me, god damn it, will you ever teach me Will you take a look inside Will you, will you find what's on my mind Do you even think about the ending of our own self doubt Twisted sideways on the floor I lay Drained of everything, I wither away In phase, outlay, cutting so deep Need more therapy, I cannot sleep Grieving demons in my head They will not rest until they're fed My head is on fire, burnt out, incinerated No matter the pain, I'm infinitely decimated Reach me, reach me, reach me, reach me, god damn it, will you ever reach me Will you take a look inside Will you, will you find what's on my mind Do you even think about the ending of our own self doubt Now that you've taken a look, will you decide if I'm lying Now that you've taken a look, will you decide if I'm hiding