This Being Underneath

I'm fighting, I'm crying, and looking for a place to be Deciding, inciting, this being underneath It's ruthless, it's fruitless, to ignore what it could mean I'm fighting, I'm trying Paralyzed by this mental invasion Always aware of the constant sensations Introducing our biggest illusion Lost within the greatest creation I'm fighting, I'm crying, and looking for a place to be Deciding, inciting, this being underneath It's ruthless, it's fruitless, to ignore what it could mean I'm fighting, I'm trying Intoxicated by all of these visions Desperate to find a new situation Learning to live without the frustration Of the only lie we have been making I'm fighting, I'm crying, and looking for a place to be Deciding, inciting, this being underneath It's ruthless, it's fruitless, to ignore what it could mean I'm fighting, I'm trying