Frozen Wings

Liquid shadows crawling through my head Venom from the subsequent words that I said Memories I wish would go away It's nothing new it's something everyone goes through everyday Everyone to whom I'd like to confide I can't depend on them because they're much too weak The rivers run with sorrow pain and blood I'll be damned if my own tears drown more in the flood In my vain attempt to be the light I will shine on the wrong and they won't see me right Everyone to whom I'd like to confide I can't depend on them because they're much too weak When a strong light was shone upon me I couldn't let it go because I was weak So many times I lay Underneath your frozen wings Too many times I sought To burden you while I was burning Self aware but not willing to change Spinning webs of hopelessness with my truths rearranged Everyone to whom I'd like to confide I can't depend on them because they're much too weak When a strong light was shone upon me I couldn't let it go because I was weak So many times I lay Underneath your frozen wings Too many times I sought To burden you while I was burning You're all convinced that I'm good enough But I can't convince myself I bleed myself white to open up But I never give it all I'm grateful you gave me a chance to be in your life I'm thankful to have you in my own I know I'm difficult My schisms they twist me so I know it's hard every time But you pull me out and help me see So many times I lay Underneath your frozen wings Too many times I sought To burden you while I was burning So many times I lay Underneath your frozen wings Too many times I lay Underneath your frozen wings Underneath your frozen wings Underneath your frozen wings