Disappear (Still Hurt)

Can I still write you a song? If I only know two chords Can I still have your heart? If someone already took mine before Does it even count? if she didnt notice me Does it even matter? If I'm healthy Take a look out your window you'll see me standing there I still wish you'd be mine but I know that you don't care It hurt to be with you but it's worse when you're not here I wish things were different but for now i'll disappear But for now i'll disappear For now i'll disappear For now I'll disappear For now I'll disappear It's another ride that i'll take without you It's another drive that i'll do without you I take my time but it hurts without you I can hide can't be myself without you Can't be myself without you You cry I cry inside You lie I lie we lie You want me can't decide We can't be a facade We can't be alibis We can't be a secret We can't leave what's behind We can't leave what's behind You hate how you look through your iphone I do too but at least I don't say so My mind has been going in spirals I'm trapped in the home of a psycho Can I still write you a song? If I only know two chords Can I still have your heart? If someone already took mine before Does it even count? if she didnt notice me Does it even matter? If I'm healthy Take a look out your window you'll see me standing there I still wish you'd be mine but I know that you don't care It hurt to be with you but it's worse when you're not here I wish things were different but for now i'll disappear But for now i'll disappear For now i'll disappear For now I'll disappear For now I'll disappear