2016

I need you and your patience As mine is wearing thin You're the only one I trust to Hold such vile things Everytime I leave you I hardly find my feet The flame just seems to burn through Everyone I meet It hurts so much to need you It hurts so much to need you Now I can't Live without your voice Dream without your grace A future in your words "Was last year that much worse off Before you took your meds?" I say I'm not too sure As the dulls of life feel dead But now the deepest blue is The back of your own head All else reads as blurry I drown as if I bled It hurts so much to need you It hurts so much to need you As the walls Melt like wax and fall Still I just can't just leave A ghost that stalks the halls It hurts so much to know this (A door forever closed) It hurts so much to know this (A door forever closed) As the guilt Overflows and stains Imprison all my thoughts I'm sorry for it all