Lovesick

I've lost the years, and reason forgot me A reason to disappear, even that feels empty You said I'd hear a voice of comfort A voice to count the days until I cannot be hurt An end to fight the end is hopeless A different means to go without a trace This is it, abandon taught hope of a warm kiss Bright colours of eyes like that of a dark abyss Burnt out every night, lovesick by a dimmed light This is it, this is it I'm alone At least I could be the spring at your feet The darkest depth of no current to swim in Losing sight, no map to your hand I never dared admit, there's an ocean before there is land I'll still write to you when I feel fear I still cry when I think someone is there This is it, abandon taught hope of a warm kiss Bright colours of eyes like that of a dark abyss Burnt out every night, lovesick by a dimmed light This is it, this is it I'm alone If I left for a while Took the car for a day To feel some resolve, cut this rush of pain Would I come back to find some grave mistake The fault of my own state This is it, abandon taught hope of a warm kiss (I'm always there when you don't need me) Bright colours of eyes like that of a dark abyss (I'm always there when you don't need me) Burnt out every night, lovesick by a dimmed light (I'm always there when you don't need me) This is it, this is it I'm alone (I'm always there when you don't need me) This is it, this is it I'm alone