Something To Believe In

I got anxious in my feels Started to think maybe nobody here is real My closest friends fail to understand the deal Try to face the fear but my assumptions become real I get embarrassed bout a text, terrified to call You never respond back so imma just delete it all Don't feel good about that But f*ck, it hurts me too Don't wanna be reminded you ain't care that I thought of you Used to be invited to your family barbecues Get that time passes but damn we ain't tight Used to play football past midnight I'd give anything for real friends I'd give anything for real friends But maybe I'm the problem Yeah, maybe I'm the problem I don't know man, I'm fucked up damn I got stuck in this shit last summer I got stuck in this shit last spring Only time I'm happy in the winter Cause when people cold it don't surprise me Got a jacket on 30 degrees Trying to keep myself alive with some heat But people sleeping They doubt I'm capable of making it to the next evening Even wilting flowers still drop petals worth keeping So maybe here and there you'll find something to believe in Maybe here and there you'll find something to believe in Something to be Something to be Something to believe in Something to be Something to be Something to believe to believe to believe Yeah one day we all got to leave So it's best to find something to leave in It's best to find something to leave in