Healed (Bonus Track Version)

This doesn't feel real It doesn't feel normal I am just beginning to heal Oh god, this goes against my morals It still calls to me The heat still dances across my veins But I am finally beginning to breathe And I'm starting to get over the pain As you wrote words across my wrist I was hoping you wouldn't notice I was hoping that the scars would be missed by your eyes But you noticed You glanced up at me I am just beginning to heal and I was worried you'd judge me Those scars were created by broken glass fragments, cutting deep into my skin But you didn't judge me You didn't show fear You showed compassion When you wrote the word "healed" across my wrist My heart fell to my stomach I didn't know what to think I felt relieved and afraid I just wanted you to know that I am okay I'm not finished yet I've still got a long way to go Recovery is hard to get But I'm not letting go Thank you for noticing Thank you for caring I'm healing And someday, I hope to be healed