What Am I

What am i if not what i do What am i if not what i do for you What am i if not what i love I don't say it enough or i say it too much I erase every trace right down to the metal bit 'Til i'm nothing but a dull lead head and a wooden stick And you can use me to draw up a dream I'll lay used up like a useful little thing You said you liked me, were you lying Didn't keep nothing from you, promise You said you're fine, now I know you're lying You got what you want, why you crying But is it good, is it right The fog's choking, strangling my sight The only way through is through i know i should I erase every trace right down to the metal bit 'Til i'm nothing but a dull lead head and a wooden stick And you can use me to draw up a dream I'll lay used up like a useful little thing I hope it won't always hurt to give, I hope you like it I hope it won't always hurt to give my all give my all One day it won't, one day it will One day it's not real, one day it is And when the world comes back again to swell the skin around our eyes At least I can say I tried