Further Than Before

O' heaven fades for me I walk these dirty streets all alone through the night You were never here The whispers I repeat to myself Makes me wonder what it took for me to get to this point And I'm broke Took a gun to my mouth just to know how it felt Morbid curiosity The deathly grip of forsakenness I bear my teeth and bite my lips I cut my tongue to starve myself from loving you I can't repeat this And I'm broke Took a gun to my mouth just to know how it felt Morbid curiosity The deathly grip of forsakenness I bear my teeth and bite my lips I cut my tongue to starve myself from loving you I can't repeat this And I'm broke Took a gun to my mouth just to know how it felt Morbid curiosity The deathly grip of forsakenness I bear my teeth and bite my lips I cut my tongue to starve myself from loving you I can't repeat this