Why I Cry

I'm harboring heartbreaks I withdraw 'cause of them I circle my defenses Again and again The walls all surround me And they're closing in I'm defeated by deceptions From the enemy within That's Why I Cry That's Why I Cry My constant companions Are things that aren't real My daily disposition Is the way that I feel I wear my disguises To conceal the truth I wrestle with emotions Now what do I do That's Why I Cry That's Why I Cry My mind is on fire And through the smoke I see The gentle gentleman I've always wanted to be I hear the worried whispers What will become of him I'm haunted by the pictures Of the danger I'm in That's Why I Cry That's Why I Cry That's Why I Cry That's Why I Cry