Painkillers

The pills I'm downing They're bad but at least they're helping Helping me through this endless night I'm here again, at square one The night is killing me, nothing but silence There's nothing I could do, cause who am I to you? I'm losing my mind and my direction She left me on read, it's like I'm dead Said she wanted nothing with me, "it's for someone else" But she took a part of me, she took my trust in myself Tonight I have to numb the pain again And the further I get, the lonelier I'm inside And I can't seem to get it right The pills I'm downing They're bad but at least they're helping Helping me through this endless night Two, three, four I tried to follow the rules, whatever is true Wishing one would say, "I do" But the heartbreak lingers on, another one who passed me on All my hopes gone, I turn to the glass And the further I get, the lonelier I'm inside And I can't seem to get it right The pills I'm downing They're bad but at least they're helping Helping me through this endless night Oh The pills I'm downing They're bad but at least they're helping Helping me through this endless night Helping me through this endless night Helping me through this sleepless night