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Hey thanks for checking in, hope you're doing fine I could be better I'm currently driving 90 in a 45 losing my mind What a surprise I took off the bandages just to replace them again Nicotine is a terrible friend It helped a lot at first, but now I feel it taking a toll I'm not that safe When I'm reckless I'm alone My friends keep me afloat when I capsize my boat You say that I have a heart of gold, but there's a monster within And it's getting harder to tame Slipping through the open wounds so people can get a glimpse of me at my worst But I have so much love for everyone Why are there always two sides? When I'm reckless I'm alone My friends keep me afloat when I capsize my boat When you feel like you are moving against the grain Keep trucking, otherwise you'll have to start again But don't throw the past away just yet Extract what you can learn from it, yeah The trauma may be really hard to face But the sooner you kick it The sooner you'll find any change Hey thanks for checking in, hope you're doing fine I'm doing better I'm currently singing a song about a person taking his time What a surprise It took a really long time to be where I wanna be It took lots of therapy But I'm happy now, and nothing you can say can stop me My boat