GOOD RUSH

I know, I know we were open but her scent lingered on you like devastation And I had some greater realizations of my own I didn't know how broken I would feel without your touch Didn't I give you that good, good rush? Good good rush Good rush Each time we kissed goodbye I felt the flood of you subside No longer was I bird locked in your cage I was ready to set my wings and fly You let go of me like a tree sheds its leaves Like a rose we withered and the pain crashed all around me I was broken for days I was broken in ways I could never explain I was broken in your pain Broken in your pain You changed my life, you taught me to bleed Lick my wounds and begin again Now I'm gonna race towards the light I'm gonna race towards the peace I wanted you at the finish line But you, you won't see Me rise from these ashes I'm gonna rise from all this hidden shame Fill up this empty cup And cheers to you pain