Happy

I take my steps one leg at a time I lose my grip at the end of the vine I test my eyes tryna level my shine You know, you know That I been feeling like this carousel had learned to lose it's spin In the mirror bidding fare the well to me just as a kid I've been feeling like my whereabouts are changing when we kiss And all the jumping jacks my heart been doing made it wanna sit It goes to sit, there it sat There complacent, dreaming bout tryna make it wonder what does make it mean, then tryna freakin make it Never living with c'est la vie or else it feels too vacant Chasing dreams of reminiscing, hop skip and jumping the pavement I'm like cool now, too cool to hang with me who used to wanna be me With more time spent on shows than tryna set myself free For the freedom of being free and the kingdom I'm meant to lead Seems like everyone wants to see who I really wanna be And who I really wanna be, just needs to take a seat Been awhile since I decided I'm uncomfortable with he Don't know if they think me a freak Don't care if they think me a freak Just know the time I spent complete outways the time that they should think So I'm like cool now, too cool to hang with bigots slinging quick lip Packed away my trauma made sure it left when the ship did Something bout the way my dreams are now feeling uplifting And find myself more worried about lipton Thankful that I~ I take my steps one leg at a time I lose my grip at the end of the vine I test my eyes tryna level my shine You know, you know That I been feeling like this carousel just learned to find it's spin In the mirror bidding fare the well to lies I used to live I've been feeling like my whereabouts are better when we kiss And all the jumping jacks my heart been doing made it wanna live You made it live, you made me happy