There Is Nothing Left

I've been alone for days Don't wanna hear my voice today Spilling out what was left of me Just to clean it up, just to clean it up I've been on the same spot for far too long I can't remember what I have done wrong Or why you're not at home It all stays the same day by day just goes by Sometimes I feel the room gets smaller And I wish I could die I've had it all The weight is just too great for my wings My knees keep shaking As I stand on balcony trims And all of a sudden I am starting to forget The reason why I wanted to make it the last step When I catch myself Whispering "I love you" through the night Though I can't remember If your hair was brown, blonde or white I drown myself in a sea of regrets Feels like there might be nothing left So I drown There is nothing left There is nothing left