The Old Me

I feel like myself way back in 2003 When I ain't have a care to give protecting all my energy I'm facing all my fears and I'm chasing all my dreams The only thing stopped me was those Pills for my adhd These people actin like the old me still ain't in me Finally letting go of all that pain that was restraining me Chained to me drainin' me took my smile away from me Obstacles done woke me up cuz everything seemed fake to me I went up on the grind on a money chasing spree Make this bread rise and multiply bank bakery They out her talkin crazy but it ain't a thang to me I ain't choose this I was chosen it was more like fate to me Soon as I started raking in them leeches came to be They came to me when I had racks and that was way too lame to me Like me jumping in now they came around now they was way too late for me Ain't have nobody my ephinony kept me company Used to get offended easily no one stuck up for me And If anybody did they did it reluctantly So I got it myself currently see currency Cut from a different cloth The cloth where you can take a hit and brush it off Band aids from fresh scars I took it off I Embraced them I told myself you perfect as you are They thinking u goin up but u been there they just ain't see u a star Through the clouds the haters gone be lookin from afar I feel like myself way back in 2003 When I ain't have a care to give protectin all my energy I'm facin all my fears and I'm chasing all my dreams the only thing stopped me was Those pills for my adhd These people actin like the old me still ain't in me Finally letting go of all that pain that was restraining me Chained to me drainin' me took my smile away from me Obstacles done woke me up cuz everything seemed Fake to me