Recoup

Am I too far gone or getting started Hard to tell Gotta trust myself No more time for help Lotta pain been felt Way more gone be dealt Life is in loops Lives we lose I had to recoup, coup Cooped up in a cube By myself no group Gotta stay true Swooped up By the storm Nobody warned Me, see I’m torn My mind is gone I won’t conform Angels my troops in uniform Don’t give me my chance cause I’m gone take it Feel like I’m on dancing with the stars And my celebrity is satan, hell raising I’m so high the stars the only thing adjacent I’m so sick of being patient Doctor said I wouldn’t make it Normal life sound overrated So I strive to be the greatest Write my life out on these pages Different chapters, different ages Forwards to whoever made this It just says thanks for the anguish Cause it made me who I am They tried to turn me to a sheep So this is silence of the lambs Am I too far gone or getting started Hard to tell But I know that (Gotta trust myself, no more time for help) I won’t be departed by myself (Lotta pain been felt, way more gone be dealt) Life is in loops Lives we lose I had to recoup, coup Cooped up in a cube By myself no group Gotta stay true Swooped up By the storm Nobody warned Me, see I’m torn My mind is gone I won’t conform Angels my troops in uniform Demons swarmed, no one alarmed Saved by the lord, nobody harmed We just performed well, devil fell the floor Hell, hell Excelled to lift up the spell, tell em' it’s a hundred thousand And we hunt em down and We can love without em' It’s no one allowed in Devil horns sounding Thoughts keep drowning Feeling like joker but nobody clowning Scars on my face you can tell I’m not frowning To take on the world imma need me a browning This shits getting old imma need me a fountain Of youth, tryna recoup I got a taste of that forbidden fruit Life what you choose Don’t fall in a noose Need green and the gold Instead of the blues Walk in my shoes Just like the love and hate It’s a thin line between underground and great Need commas, periods are a phase Need a dollar, I would never change Ways Flipping the page and the pain is pending Pretending I’m headed towards heaven Knowing my tendencies Don’t know what to expect and I’m praying for no more penalties No more no I’m so lost Just hold on You are strong I don’t know Right or wrong Too far gone Too far gone Am I too far gone or getting started Hard to tell But I know that (Gotta trust myself, no more time for help) I won’t be departed by myself (Lotta pain been felt, way more gone be dealt) Life is in loops Lives we lose I had to recoup, coup Cooped in a cube True Nobody warned I’m torn Angels my troops in uniform