Used To Be

Rainy days and cigarettes, a million reasons to forget Bourbon in hand, she's on my mind Two years in couldn't stop the fightin Flame is gone no reignitin', this reminiscing aint good for me You disappeared tonight But it damn sure ain't the first time I could drink my medication Punch the walls until I bleed I could lie and say I still love you, baby But I'm in love with who you used to be I warned you bout those pretty boys Who treat you wrong and gave you no choice But to stick with them even when you were broken down Little did I know that I would need to tell myself the same damn things that I told you back when we were seventeen You disappeared tonight And I'm gettin' too damn good at goodbyes I could drink my medication Punch the walls until I bleed I could lie and say I still love you, baby But I'm in love with who you used to be You're turning into someone Someone I don't wanna know You're turning into something Something I need to let go I could drink my medication Punch the walls so hard I bleed I could lie and say I still love you, baby Or at least the girl you used to be Where's the girl you used to be