L.D.O.E.

Verse My brother died on the pavement, F*ck you and what's yours This blood payment, Too many die, vroom, Drive by's Cock back my nine, Typical hood shit, Probably heard this like 5 times Just to start the morning, I'm rehearsing all of my verses Critical got more then them bibles In your Churches Christmas letting early I'm the gift that's keeps on giving, Bullets travel through the jungle But he missed him, My uncle dead, damn I really miss him, Older brother got trapped by the system My mind got trapped temptation cll my peers are not my peers They see me winnin' cnd I'm steadily grinnin' Look at all of the sin I've been in Hide behind the curtains I'm hurtin' Tired of people Thinking they know You know shit that I've been through Going on, currently Negative 40k currency Forgive me for my tendencies, Spiraling is one of them, Bussin' back duh dah dum Kendrick and Cole I'm a son to them I mean these are all my comparisons Fortifying myself Like I'm part of the garrison I swear this my last day on earth I ain't feelin' them, The rest of the planet Straight damaged This right here just for myself Letting you into my house Keep it on a hush Masked up Gotta tummy tuck em' Evil I'm the villain I keep my blood spilling, Over these beats, In the booth is my retreat Never stay down Only mental defeat Every day it feel like I'm at a hot seat Choices I choose Feels like a test Tired shit, wanna' rest Gotta the whole world on my chest (Large inhale) Make it hard for me to breathe I've been awake for the week, Yea pray on my knees Uh, still nothing, Verse 2 Right now I'm feeling fucked, Yea I said I'm fucked up, Yea I said I'm fucked Yea I said I'm Fucked up I'm feeling fucked up Not loved So stuck I might jump I'm gonna jump I might pull the trigger Pull the trigger These thoughts getting bigger and bigger I can't swerve em' Pressure coming from both sides I can see it in your eyes You just want the vibes It's about time What about mine Getting lit off some wine Drink the bottle myself I'm starting to tilt Remember days getting beat By momma's belt Used to hate those days But now those are simpler days L.D.O.E. Uh