Living in Between

YOU'D THINK BY NOW THAT I WOULD KNOW WHAT I BELIEVE AND WHAT I DON'T BUT IT'S ALL STILL A MYSTERY AND ONLY DOUBT REMAINS TRYING TO CONNECT THE DOTS REARRANGE MY SCATTERED THOUGHTS MEDITATE ON WHAT IS NOT WHILE I NAVIGATE THE MAZE AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON MY FEET ARE ON THE GROUND I'M FEELING UPSIDE DOWN I'VE SEEN MY SHARE OF CROSSROADS CHASED CARROTS AND OLD GHOSTS BUT WHO KNOWS WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS IT'S GETTING NEAR THE END LICKING WOUNDS THAT NEVER HEAL LOSING TOUCH WITH WHAT I FEEL I AM A JUST A SIMPLE MAN IN A COMPLICATED WORLD AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG OR RIGHT MY EYES ARE OPEN WIDE BUT I JUST CAN'T DECIDE FOR WE ARE PART OF THE MACHINE IT'S NEVER WHAT IT SEEMS I'M LIVING IN-BETWEEN TIBETAN BOOK OF THE DEAD TAO TE CHING, UPANISHADS ALL THE BOOKS THAT I HAVE READ DIDN'T GET ME THROUGH AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON MY FEET ARE ON THE GROUND I'M FEELING UPSIDE DOWN FOR WE ARE PART OF THE MACHINE IT'S NEVER WHAT IT SEEMS I'M LIVING IN-BETWEEN WHAT IS GOING ON? YEAH WHAT IS GOING ON? WHAT IS GOING ON? YEAH WHAT IS GOING ON?