TWISTED

Have you ever been straight But shit feel twisted Have you mastered the heat But still left the kitchen Does your heart skip a beat When your mind won't listen Is it harder to breathe Do you feel constricted I'm going to stumble over words that I usually say with ease I never talk about my problems never show my sleeve Quiet ain't the way that I always use to be but talking ain't never do shit for me Singing is better which is weird and ironic I don't get money so these relationships platonic They ignore me when I'm down So I'm staying up off it Cause waiting on shit, won't slow my process But f*ck I've been keeping wide awake cause These headaches they've been killing me I hate medicine but I'm popping just to feel relief Grab it off the counter and pour some liquor to make it sweet Don't take my advice I'm leaving my thoughts ahead of me Yeah I don't make sense I don't care to chase checks Guess that make me different in a way I'd just rather just ponder Off the drugs and wonder How the cosmos came to exist in a day Guess I'm fairly strange Why the f*ck won't shit just change I know y'all can relate But we don't think the same This can't be my story this can't be my plan Just cause I don't agree don't mean I don't understand I'm taking it one day at a time I'm getting fucked up Flipping coins won't help me decide don't got my luck up How come when I look in your eyes you looking stuck up Like you thinking about pulling out what we done tucked up Have you ever been straight But shit feel twisted Have you mastered the heat But still left the kitchen Does your heart skip a beat When your mind won't listen Is it harder to breathe Do you feel constricted I don't wanna think no more I don't wanna sink no more Swim to the top The pressure on the ocean floor It's got my mind at war It just won't stop I don't think there's saving me Don't you come looking for me You might get lost Out here there ain't no breeze But floating got my mind at ease As much as I may have I feel like I'm always lacking I stay by myself with the smoke I'm never matching Spending all my time on this toke It's everlasting Reality feel like it's a joke I'm rarely laughing I don't be as good as I pretend to be Engaging all these thoughts keep me married to my memories Waiting on tomorrow cause today there ain't no better me I've accepted shit won't be as good as it used to be