Nevermore

I have all the flaws that you seem to lack Make one false move I fade to black Feel like my soul got attacked Running from you yeah I can't look back I watched the ice get redder and redder Holy f*ck I dont think I'll get better My blood stains your baggy sweater Washed away with heavy weather Keep my heart locked like my bedroom door Honestly I don't know what to do anymore Repeating all the shit that I said before Running out of time what is this all for Pictures paint a thousand words that'll never be read But just one word can be enough to turn a heart into lead If I had any fucking sense I'd put the knife to neck I hurt myself Nobody else They've already left I'll bury myself alive, leave this mortal coil Let my body decompose and become soil Let the maggots consume every inch of my skin Leaving holes for all the death to just pour in Let my bones crumble to dust and rot I hate you I hope that you gag on your snot Take a shovel to my skull and crush it to pieces Bash out my brains please just beat me ceaseless My ego's too big and my heart is too small Insult me once I'll be nothing at all All my defences just crumble and fall Insult me once I am nothing at all I want the attention I'm a fucking freak I want the attention I am not unique I want the attention please give it to me I want the attention I will do anything I'll never be content Until I fucking end Just shut the f*ck up We are not friends Break me apart Impale my heart Leave me to rot I want a restart I'll never be content Until I fucking end Just shut the f*ck up We are not friends Break me apart Impale my heart Leave me to rot I need to restart