Down Below

Darling, drift away from me I'm not the man I'm meant to be Shield your eyes or turn away There are things that you should never see Beautiful, I lost my way I've said things one should never say I don't hate you for leaving me I know you really tried to stay When time is running out too fast And your mind still lingers in the past You might just blink and miss it all Some things just aren't built to last You're out there shining in the sun You make your downfall look like fun While I'm still freezing in the dark With awful things that I have done So tell yourself another lie Or sell yourself to reach the sky I wonder, will you realize Today could be the day you die Rusted from the rain again Drenched in apathy and sin Nostalgia warped into a blur The memories are soaked in gin Lover, I'm alone tonight So tired from the endless fight How will I see the end is near I fear that I have lost my sight I'm calling up from down below I've never been so fucking low I'm reaching out but all you feel is Sickness from the horror show You're out there shining in the sun You make your downfall look like fun While I'm still freezing in the dark With awful things that I have done So tell yourself another lie Or sell yourself to reach the sky I wonder, will you realize Today could be the day you die I only wish the best for you I pray you know this to be true I must admit to this, I miss When my love for you was still brand new