been thinking

I don't know how to feel Bout my current situation I feel like shit And I know That I need a vacation I've been fucking with some bitches when I'm bored Got your girl texting me She's a whore Find me with the fucking blade On the floor I see the blood But I just want more I'm probably going to hell There's for sure one way to tell Rope on my fucking neck wont fail Got the knife to my arm, f*ck health I've been thinkin Don't wanna feel this way I cut my fucking arms But it makes me feel insane I stay up in my room all by myself to this day Don't go out in public cause all these thoughts intruding You don't wanna f*ck with me Tired of feelin fucking empty Wishin' death upon my enemies And I'll never give you no fuckin sympathy I don't know how to feel Bout my current situation I feel like shit And I know That I need a vacation I don't know how to feel Bout my current situation I feel like shit And I know That I need a vacation