Nightmares

I've been waking up in fits fumbling in the dark cfraid that when the lights come on I won't know where you are Like all the years since I've got clean have just been a sweet drunk dream and everything we built was just smoke and steam I got Nightmares feeding on my fear and hope Telling me right there Where I was years ago They say a man can't change no matter how hard he tries They say some birds just weren't born to fly Some say it's impossible To turn hard luck charitable I say it's a miracle that I've come this far Cause I've been living, rough and clean On Lollipops and Gasoline just Cradling a young man's dream In an old man's arms I got Nightmares feeding on my fear and hope Telling me right there Where I was years ago They say a man can't change no matter how hard he tries They say some birds just weren't born to fly I've been living with this hangover all of these years Everyone I know is sending me prayers I've been burning bridges cnd grinding gears I've got plenty of life left in me here I got Nightmares feeding on my fear and hope Telling me right there Where I was years ago They say a man can't change no matter how hard he tries They say some birds just weren't born to fly They say a man can't change no matter how hard he tries I'm gonna clear my name I'm gonna break that lie