Confession of a young man

Oh, I wanna die And I wanna cry And I wanna sacrifice all my life And I wanna be And I wanna feel The feel of these walls surrounding me I've been suffering too long to realize Tu m'as tué de l'intérieur et craché sur mon visage Now when I look at these walls, I feel their breath J'sais pas si on peut créer la meilleure souffrance No way My thoughts caught me Piercing my lungs to obey Of my mind renegade I'm counting every petal Hey! wtf you say, just stand the f*ck up How can I walk without the knees? I don't care, just do something If I'm gonna continue this way I'm gonna choke with my regrets But you're holding the trigger in my mind To pull it just for fun Oh, this silence makes me crazy Fou, je suis fou, hahaha I can't run away from this voice Oh, God help me, 'cause I'm dead Drowning, yeah! Filling my lungs with hate But I wanna climb away I can't get rid of this voice I want escape, escape, escape Damn, again this fucking day All my face is wet Surrounded by those walls That gave me all the hope To climb without the ladder Through slippery bricks And I keep falling falling Till my body feels numb