Despair

All this pain and despair My anxiety be killing caught inside of a stare Knowing death is right next me He could take you right here Going through these tragedies this life is not fair All this pain up inside my brain All my thoughts going so fast I'm going insane All of my tears that I hold back I try to maintain With deaths surrounding It's outstanding He comes in quietly Taking all of the people who are around me Like Russian roulette no you don't know when It's all random and I swear if I could I'd take em back with a ransom All this pain and despair My anxiety be killing caught inside of a stare Knowing death is right next me He could take you right here Going through these tragedies this life is not fair God tell me why you take all my family away Why you put us on this earth if it means that we'll just feel pain If we're supposed to be your children then tell me why is this fate You never answer so thats why as a kid I would always stray Looking for someone that ain't here My grandma used to love you so if you're real then I pray you give her hug if she right there Take away there pain and you give it me That's why I'm on all of these drugs just tryna grieve But I know inside of time it's gonna be alright Any war in front of me I'm always ready for the fight But right now I'm waiting im praying for all them better nights Get ready for gat ii a glimpse inside my life