Unwanted Soul

I'm an unwanted soul They've been digging my hole Ready to burn me with coal Unwanted soul, nobody wants me Guess I'll always be free, but I'll never feel me Unwanted soul, I want to feel lips pressed up to mine Moving through time The happiness, ours Lasting hours at a time Instead what I grip is a pencil tip To scratch this down, just sharing my frown Not my intention, but it grabs your attention Unwanted soul, this monotonous rhyme Knowing all the time that my life is a line To feel any more just turns out to be whore To feel what I have, gaze at what I adore Starting to drift away from shore, changing some more I wait patiently for what never arrives Beginning to think, "what's the point of being alive?" Being alive Unwanted soul Being alive Unwanted soul Here I am once again Waiting still for you to see Don't quite no why Why should I not just die? For now I just wait to be told another lie I want to die But I don't see why Why shouldn't I just die now? You told me I loved being But that's not so It burns me, it scares me, it tears me apart I tears me, it wears me, it dares me to But I don't want to argue because I know where the shit will go Unwanted Soul Unwanted Soul Unwanted Soul Unwanted Soul