Bleeding Rose

I BLED I'm drawing me alone The last pictures I'll ever do Cause You're gone and I hate to know I'm the beast that dig your grave I'm drowning in your blood In the fucked world I've made for me Cause I'm still alive to face the dark Knowing I can't take your hand And I can't paint The way you were Missing you And the way you hated Frozen in my dreams Knowing all my sins Your wicked memory To get the Devil out of me Must I throw It all away? This life I've made for me And all my bones are full of FAULT Addicted to my child hopes Or maybe I'm the FIRE Painting your forbidden colors Cause pain PURIFIES ME Loving my sins to my end And I can't paint The way you were Missing you And the way you hated Frozen in my dreams Knowing all my sins Your wicked memory To get the Devil out of me And sorry I'm alive In a strong pitiful heart Like an ill Snow is falling down Behind It's maybe a blood curse But your love won't hurt Your wicked memory that know sets me free It's not the END that I fear Cause FOREVER I'm yours It's not the FAITH you chose That will break ALL my bones They LIE frozen here Alone It's not time to LIVE or DIE Cause NOW I'll SURVIVE I'll be the PAINT that you were Hands on MY chest A devil's rose for the PAST Now I'M Your BLEEDING ROSE BLED