I. Please Don't Leave Me Here Alone

Please, I'm feeling broken Lacking solace Addicted to the buzz The silence Addicted to the feeling I could leave Addicted to the numbing of these memories I miss the breeze, the beauty scene, before all of this shit been done to me It ain't fun for me Lived most of my life without Now I'm stuck with drugs, just to see Just to breathe Just to feel The need to be The need to move on from broken leaves Broken trees Icy roads Cold and free That's what's they tell me I can tell you I ain't free Got a grip around my neck The demons are controlling me I'd be grateful just to ever see Please, a life without these A life without this But it's not a promise for me I don't deserve bliss I don't deserve love I only deserve a curse This pull to drink till I'm in the back of a hearse You don't deserve this But I need you It's breaks my heart You think that I'm see through But I don't know where to start Goddamnit I just need you Please don't leave me here alone, alone Please don't leave me on my own Please don't leave me here alone, alone Please don't leave me on my own Please, I'm feeling so broken Feeling so scared In love with the puzzling question of care (If, if) If you were there (If, if) If you were not Would you still love me If not for the pot The shit I forgot Right on the spot Exciting the buzz Love getting caught Fighting me cuz I love you a lot I put myself second Feelings secondary But the money goes to drugs first Told by a canary No boundaries to assert My pain is not worth sharing Despite how much it hurts I'm not sure who is still caring Who still wants to hear it Who still wants to see me I'm not sure who would care If they saw me dead on TV I mean it, no other meaning Demeaning perhaps I'm fiending so might as well say it as fact I scream and laugh, this panic attack I'm breaking down, losing shit I don't know how to cope I'm making sound, confusing it Choking on a rope I'm faking ground, try to quit My body sayin nope Don't wait around, can't commit To giving up my hope Please don't leave me here alone, alone Please don't leave me on my own Please don't leave me here alone, alone Please don't leave me on my own In love with a demon I know what you're feeling A feeling, no healing Don't make it appealing Concealing, or trying Till I'm done dying Celia, Celia Is that what you're feeling? I'm so unhinged, could swing from the ceiling This effortless binge, and yet I'm now kneeling I'm drownin my pain, you're the one reeling Compound in my brain, no way I'm healing Celia, Celia Don't let me go Celia, Celia Don't let it show Celia, Celia Don't let me go Celia, Celia Why is it no? Celia, Celia Don't let me go Celia, Celia Don't let it show Celia, Celia Don't let me go Celia, Celia Why is it no? Please don't leave me here alone, alone Please don't leave me on my own Please don't leave me here alone, alone Please don't leave me on my own Please don't leave me here alone, alone Please don't leave me on my own Please don't leave me here alone, alone Please don't leave me on my own