i've been here for too long

Writing on my tombstone I've been here for too long Taking things for granted Always so distracted Picking up old habits Hoping it's my last fix And I keep abusing my body and mind And I keep using your body to hide Praying to the unknown I've been here for too long Losing what I once was Giving into false love Drowning in my own thoughts I was never enough And I keep abusing my body and mind And I keep using your body to hide