Monologue

I got hearts on my shoes, always been a lover boy Say I'm lost and confused, I can't block out all the noise In my room playing tunes, just to block out all the voices I did everything for you, so don't question my choices You just make the boy sick, voiceless You always knew how to make the joy end, poisoning me You spent all your time with me, toying with me You would always lie, you're my worst enemy Said you'd never leave, and now you're gone I'm kinda happy that you left I'm all alone I think that's how it's meant to be, I'm on the road Too much, got my vice, I do drugs They don't ever really help We go on and on and on, keep getting higher Know I'm wrong, I'm wrong, I'm wrong This life ain't supposed to just be all a monologue But I've already wrote a will Give it all to my brother, I know he'll keep it real I'm just trying to take from life what it would never hand me Keep my people so close, I consider them my family I gave my whole life to music, I ain't got a plan B I just wanna make my mama proud, you understand me Lonely stoner, feel like Kid Cudi Gotta stop taking so many drugs, I feel funny Demons tryna kill me from within, it feels lovely It's a problem, but so are all the things I've been numbing Said you'd never leave, and now you're gone I'm kinda happy that you left I'm all alone I think that's how it's meant to be, I'm on the road Too much, got my vice, I do drugs They don't ever really help We go on and on and on, keep getting higher Know I'm wrong, I'm wrong, I'm wrong This life ain't supposed to just be all a monologue But I've already wrote a will Give it all to my brother, I know he'll keep it real Give it all to my brother, I know he'll keep it real Give it all to my brother, brother I know, know He'll keep it real, keep it real Know, know, know, know Keep it real, keep it Said you'd never leave, and now you're gone I'm kinda happy that you left I'm all alone I think that's how it's meant to be, I'm on the road Too much, got my vice, I do drugs They don't ever really help We go on and on and on, keep getting higher Know I'm wrong, I'm wrong, I'm wrong This life ain't supposed to just be all a monologue But I've already wrote a will Give it all to my brother, I know he'll keep it real Said you'd never leave, and now you're gone I'm kinda happy that you left I'm all alone I think that's how it's meant to be, I'm on the road Too much, got my vice, I do drugs They don't ever really help We go on and on and on, keep getting higher Know I'm wrong, I'm wrong, I'm wrong This life ain't supposed to just be all a monologue But I've already wrote a will Give it all to my brother, I know he'll keep it real