Until I Die

I feel too much and know too little It's time I stopped fucking myself over I let you fill the empty spaces Even if tomorrow they'll be vacant It's like I'm nauseous on the highway Turning corners just to find you I let you in when I was wounded Now I don't know who's dead and who's movin' I hate that I never know what you're thinking But this feeling isn't new to me I hate that it's never just quite that simple Tryna hold onto reality Maybe someday I'll have a lover so sweet He'll draw a warm bath, turn up the heat I sink to the bottom where my thoughts lie And he'll hold me down until I die I'm lovesick, and I'm sick of love Took two seconds and I'm already in a panic The old things, it's never enough Double takin', but I'm already out the door I scare myself a bit too often It's like I've given in Maybe one day you'll go and kill me If you do, please do it slowly I hate that I never know what you're thinking But this feeling isn't new to me I hate that it's never just quite that simple Tryna hold onto reality Maybe someday I'll have a lover so sweet He'll draw a warm bath, turn up the heat I sink to the bottom where my thoughts lie And he'll hold me down until I die I'm lovesick, and I'm sick of love Took two seconds and I'm already in a panic The old things, it's never enough Double takin', but I'm already out the door I'm lovesick, and I'm sick of love Took two seconds and I'm already in a panic The old things, it's never enough Double takin', but I'm already out the door I hate that I never know what you're thinking But this feeling isn't new to me I hate that it's never just quite that simple Tryna hold onto reality Maybe someday I'll have a lover so sweet He'll draw a warm bath, turn up the heat I sink to the bottom where my thoughts lie And he'll hold me down until I die And he'll hold me down Yeah, he'll hold me down